So really yesterday was Keegan's two week mark. But we had a very active weekend so I couldn't update. Sometime Friday night my sweet boy started having a rough time. He was extremely fussy and couldn't be put down for more than five minuites. Tom was up all night with him. He slept Sat. while I continued to try and comfort Keegan. It wasn't until later that night after seeing a redness on the baby's bum did I figure it out. I believe the trouble was food related. Specifically what I had eaten. He was very uncomfortable, lifting his legs up and his face turning red. I checked the book and there it was. The only thing I had eaten different was pineapple and strawberries. Apparently both can cause the breastmilk to be acidic and therefore irritating. The ironic part was that he only seemed consoled by nursing and wanted to eat every two hours. I felt so bad that they only thing I could give him was the milk that was making him so unhappy. Finally yesterday afternoon it seemed to get out of my system and in turn his. My mom stayed over last night to give us a break. I would nurse and she took him to his cradle to sleep. Sleep deprivation definitely doesn't work for me. I end up questioning my competency as a mom and getting down. Today he is content and I even got a quick shower. Keegan really is a doll of a baby. As a mom I need to find out how to stay happy and healthy for him. I miss Tom too. Even though we are in the same house we didn't really spend time together. I keep telling myself that this is the hardest part and in a few weeks we'll be past this. I am stopping to remind myself he'll only be this small for a short time and I should savor it. My next plan is to start pumping enough for atleast one feeding's worth of milk so that maybe Tom can do that before we trade off for the night.