Sometimes during every day life I will stop for a moment and look at Tom. There he is sprawled on the couch, playing with the dogs or laughing at someone's joke. I think to myself, "Right there is my whole life." I am overwhelmed with my love for him and the life we have together. Amazing to love someone that much that I chose as my partner. It makes me wonder about how I will love my child. As idealistic as it sounds I believe I am pregnant with this baby right now for a special reason. We were meant to belong to eachother. A love that makes my heart catch in my throat for a little someone who chose me to be their mom.