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Alisa. 36. New Hampshire. Married for two years to this wonderful, funny, smart guy. Previously married. Went through in-vitro fertilization to have my four and a half year old magical son Keegan. Stepmother to the charming Isabelle (5). Just had our first child together, a boy, Harper(born June 10). Policy Wonk and dreaded bureaucrat. Lover of fine cuisine, honeybees, truly romantic moments and the underdog.
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Smoke's Chili

Yield 12 servings (serving size: 1 cup chili, 1 tablespoon sour cream, and 1 tablespoon cheese)

Ingredients
2 teaspoons vegetable oil, divided
3 1/2 pounds lean, boned chuck roast, cut into 1/2-inch pieces
3 cups chopped green bell pepper
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Filled With Potential

I apologize in advance for those of you without ovaries. Or those of you who are squeamish (ie. Erika).
I swear I can feel the eggs growing inside me. I know the hormone shots are working. I feel different. Like a tugging on both sides of my stomach. Is it crazy that I was talking to them while I was doing the dishes? Can you imagine what a loon I will be with an actual baby inside? This is the closest I've ever been to actually maybe being pregnant soon. Do you see how even the littlest hope gets me going?

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grow little eggs grow! multiply little eggs multiply. . . . trying to give them a little encouragement! :)

Shared by jane at May 9, 2003 5:14 PM









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